dog backwards= GOD

well, a TON has happened since the last time i blogged. I fell in love with God again. I discovered the flaws in everyone, and i learned to love them. I learned to let go and let God. I found a new family called SLYM. After hungging each slymer to death, i contracted the slym flu. After a period of a week i recovered. My family how ever, got it. My mom is still sick. Thats the basics.

ANYWAYS.

I started writing down my prayers. Things that i am thankful for, and things that i pray for. Im sure as hell aint gonna write them down here, online, in public view. But i will tell you this, its a great feeling to have this journal. Its a great feeling to know that God is listening. He's been listening to my thoughts, my prayers, everything. This morning i woke up, and i saw my love bag. I didnt even open it, but everything just seemed to be ten times better. I dont say what i really feel, what i really think, to people, and i think thats adding to my current dilema. I was kind talking about this dilema with a friend yesterday. How many people really truly have my back? SLYM of course, will always be there. But im talking about a life time friend, thats always there like a shadow. I dont want to write down any more of this particular subject, so anyways..

YESTERDAY

i hung out with slym, for the most part Skinny, and i really hope that lives were changed last night. I pray.

geez, im so blessed.

I cant get God off my mind, and i LOVE this feeling.