leave it alone.

im not myself anymore, and people can tell. I just wish everything was back to normal, and good times were unlimited. Sit in the sun and chill is what was done everyday. Laughs couldnt be bought, and friendships lasted a night which lasted a lifetime. Everything was simple, a ray of sunshine. Now everyone, everything is different. Priorities are different, and in the back of my mind, im scared. Did they change for the worse, or did i? My decisions, i thought, were the right ones. I know they are the right ones. So why am i doubting Him so much? I just really really need to let go and let God.