alter ego

i feel like blogspot is my alter-ego for my tumblr. like tumblr is where i post funny pics, blogspot is where i post what im really about. so, with that being said:
This post was on tumblr, and it almost made me cry. it made me realize how unmotivated i am to do anything on this list, and it made me realize how ungrateful i am. Ungrateful because i have so much support and love from family and friends and especially God, but i cant find it in me to make an effort to make my spiritual, physical, social, and emotional life better.