im a big kid now.

I am scared. Its sounds dumb to be so scared over school, but thats just me. Deal. I dont know what my back up plan is if i dont get into these classes i want. i dont know what i would end up doing, or if i will have enough credits to get into the school i want, or even what i want to do after highschool/college. I dont know how to prioritize my life, because everything seems sooo important right now, i dont know which goes first. Everything is just mixed up. I dont know what to do any more, not even at this very moment. But i hate it when people try to write deep depressing things on the internet and think theyre all wise and crap, so im just gonna stop.
so im done.