today was a good day, and im really starting to heart slym, and they are sooo friendly and family oriented. yesterday was really touching, and my prayers go out to everyone at youth rally, and everyone in slym, and all the new people like me who love slym.
so the things im greatful for are:
brian's rise to fame
SLYM
my family
all my friends
my priveledged and easy life
that one friend who brought me closer to God
everyone who spoke yesterday
V V V
Praise God for all of that.
My life has hit a high point since the confirmation one retreat; since i realized and learned to lvoe myself the way God loves me. But im delicately walking on a tight rope right now, and one slip uo, and i can fall, back to the place wherei dont want to go, and where i have seen her go, and where she lost the Light. School is overwhelming and i know it sounds childish, because EVERYONE is going throough it, but that is probably the ONE thing that im at least good at and i need to rock or dont try. I'd rock it. and im trying, because that last few months have been bad. i was where she was. and now, im trying to climb back up the whole i dug myself in. These past few months, i could see my parents pride in me fading, and i dont want to let that go on anymore, so im trying. speaking of the parentals...
i pray that the relationship i share with my father gets better, and that we realize a solution to our problems, and that we will go a day without an argument.
and of course, i pray for her, so that someday, she will believe again, and put all her trust and hope and love in God.
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